Varsha Panikar (Mixed-media & Literary Works)

All the projects are in different stages of research, execution, production, distribution and publication. I am currently seeking grants, funds and collaborators for many of them, so if any of these pique your interest and you'd like to collaborate, or if you'd just like to know more about the projects, feel free to get in touch with me at varshapanikar@gmail.com!

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Origami Folds

Origami Folds is an ongoing exploration by Varsha Panikar that employs dreams, memories, archive and interviews juxtaposed with the curves and folds of human body, and uses it as a medium and metaphor for hopeless fragility and hardened impenetrability, from which emerges the themes of identity, dysphoria, commodification of the body, and denial and loss of autonomy as conditions of globalized society and cultures, through the lens of south-Asian, queer and marginalized bodies. Parts from the ongoing series have appeared and been published in various zines and platforms.

Ongoing.

Down The Family Tree

Part memoir, part biographical, part soliloquy, 'Down The Family Tree' reflects upon identity and loss that arises from grief, told through the medium of family photographs, recordings, archives, paintings, and memories.

Ongoing.

Forest Dreams

A gothic and mystical graphic novel about the journey of a young girl into a magical and ancient forest, inspired by fables, folklore, fairy-tales, myths, and dreams from south-India.

Seeking writers, graphic designers and visual artists to collaborate on the book.

Ongoing

My Body Is A Prison - Zine

A zine by Varsha Panikar from their ongoing mixed-media series, Origami Folds, that employs dreams, memories, archive and photography to explore the human body, and uses it as a medium and metaphor for hopeless fragility and hardened impenetrability, from which emerges the themes of identity, dysphoria, commodification of the body, and denial and loss of autonomy as conditions of globalized society and cultures, through the lens of south-Asian, queer and marginalized bodies.

Trigger Warning : This piece deals with depression, anxiety, and body dysphoria.

Curated by Zine Club Chicago, State University Of New York's Sojourner Truth Library and Grrrl Zine in their zine collection.

Whisperings To My Shadows

A Photo Poetry Zine where Varsha explores the dual nature and the potential darkness of mental health, in hopes of building understanding and starting conversations around mental health. The series examines themes of darkness and light, acceptance, and the endless quest for truth and authenticity by using poetry that stems from memories and dreams. First showcased at Queer Future Archive Installation - March 2020. An Afterpartycollective Installation showcased at Riverside Theatres, Western Sydney, supported by Parra Artist Studio.

Everywhere I Go I See Lines

A photo-poetry zine from Varsha's anthology, At The End Of The Line.

'The Timeless Charm of a Chance Encounter

Returning to the themes of chance encounters, surreal connections, and serendipity, 'The Timeless Charm of a Chance Encounter' is a mixed-media series exploring the fleeting, but sometimes, memorable moments shared with total strangers.

When Home Won't Let You Stay

A photo essay on migrant porters of Shimla, popularly called 'Khans'.

Ongoing.

Whispers To My Shadows

A digital photo-poetry zine that examines the poet's strifes with identity, oppression and mental health, and attempts to draw insight into the dichotomy of dark and light in hopes to start conversations around mental health. The zine was showcased at "Queer Futures Archive" at Parramatta's Riverside Theater, Sydney - as a part of "Burn All The Books That Call You The Unknown" exhibition in 2020.

End Of The Line

An anthology of poems and prose written during the lockdown of 2020, intended as a catharsis to cope with uncertainties, ambiguities, depression and grief. A collection of emotions, thoughts and memories that needed a place to rest outside the world of grey matter. An attempt to verbalise the shattered mirror through which we occasionally catch glimpses of our world; one that reminds us of the inescapable end and the irrevocable frailty of life. A life that is not just flowery words of love and pain, but a deep cavern that has reached the end of time and continues until there is no more sun in the sky, no more water to crash on the shores, no more air to breathe but only release... from what we know or understand of this world. A sentiment - all too familiar for those that survived, or are struggling to rise from the depths of the hopeless despair.

Coming Soon

Dream Diary

I started writing ‘Dream Diary’ when I was about 16. For as long as I can remember, I’ve suffered from sleeplessness, but whenever I did manage to get some sleep, I almost always had really vivid and lucid dreams. Some were fantastical, some were surreal, some were recurring, and some were downright morbid and terrifying, but they were always fascinating. So one day, I started jotting them down, for the fear I might forget them, even though some would be best forgotten. Last year, more than a decade later, I decided to compile them all in this series - of poems, prose and stories, drawn from the memories of these fascinating and mysterious dreams that have haunted me, inspired me, comforted me and always left me intrigued, obsessed and compelled to further explore the strange and bizarre world of dreams. Excerpt from the series published in Dream Issue, a zine by The Local Colour Zine.

Ongoing.

Bodies Of Desire

An ongoing anthology of stories, memories and epiphanies told by combining various mediums with prose and poetry. The series explores intimacy and desire by allowing it to become a powerful and vulnerable means of expression and exploration into themes of identity, intimacy, empathy, and queer love and kinship. Excerpts from the series have been published in Love Portions, an issue of Rogue by Ratio Auream Publishers, available on Amazon & Kindle. Artwork from the series has also been showcased at "Queer Futures Archive" at Parramatta's Riverside Theater, Sydney - as a part of "Burn All The Books That Call You The Unknown" exhibition in 2020. An audio-story from the series has also been published on Lonely Heart Club, created by Anuja Ghosalkar, for gender-positive & queer audio-erotica that ranges from poetry, literature to confessions and real-life tales.

Bodies Of Desire has also been adapted into an award winning Poetryfilm by the same name, currently streaming on Nowness Asia, Nowness and GirlsInFilms.

Currently seeking graphic designers and visual artists to collaborate on the book.

Labels, In A Not-So-Perfect World

An essay on their experiences with labels with respect to the discourse around gender, identity and self expression for The Lipstick Politico.

Artwork by Sushant Khomz

The Diary Of Alex Nobody

A fan-fiction told from the point of view of a newly imagined queer character living in the totalitarian world of Orwell's dystopian novel Nineteen Eighty-Four. A world governed by propaganda, surveillance, and censorship. This is the story of a subjugated worker, invisibilized even by George Orwell, within the binary, heteronormative, and strict gender norms of The Party. This diary entry features the character of Julia from the novel. This is the story of Alex Nobody, unearthed through their diary.

Letters To Luna

Luna, mi amor,

I write to you of love and pain, lonely nights spent in vain; the dreams, the nightmares, the longings and the despairs.

Love,
Alex Nobody

Undress /ʌnˈdrɛs/

verb [no object]
take off one's clothes
noun [mass noun]
the state of being naked or only partially clothed

Can one truly undress their soul to someone, in a given moment? Till the end of eternity, clad themselves in nothing but the soul's nudity?

City On Wheels

City On Wheels is a self-portrait with Bombay as its backdrop attempting to bring poetic insight to the life of a forlorn poet, bereft and terrorised by existence.

Ongoing